March Madness

So it's not really about the NCAA Basketball tournament. For some reason, I'm just not that into it this year. So much going on, so much to read about, learn about, be about. It's still pretty cold, even though we are in mid march. But the days are getting longer which is always a good sign. I almost moved out of my girlfriends apartment. I told her my feelings and we talked about. I ended up deciding against it. We're good together, even though for some reason, I have trouble coming to terms with it. Anyway, she's awesome. Her daughter is awesome and it's great to be a part of their lives.

I'm on a caffine kick right now because I needed a starbucks double shot to stay concious at work. Trouble is, usually, after one of those, I can't fall asleep for another 8 hours. So here I am, just me, my thoughts and this $2,500 laptop. Technology is good. Just played a little Dave Matthews "Say Goodbye". I forget how sad this song makes me feel. Lost and lonely. Ever get those few songs that just bring you back to a certain time, a certain place, and a certain woman in your life??? Christ, I'm such a sap it's almost sickening.

You gotta move on. march on. marching... madness... marching madness.